I fell asleep putting Immy to bed. My Dad is back now :) kind of ruined my day off with feeling rough. I don't know what else to say I'm not sure if what I said made sense. It's your personality and your energy and...it's not based on something that could change significantly. You will change, you will grow so will I. But it will always be the case. And I'm not going to really change in how that's perfect for me. And...I'm not expecting there not to be ups and downs...that's just life.