I've never actually tried to take my life. But it scares me every time I think about it. The thought of no one caring that I'm gone scares me horribly. And I just don't think I'd ever have the guts to go through with it.
I’m hungry, but If I eat I’ll just throw it up later. I’m tired but I can’t sleep because I’m scared of what I’ll see in my dreams. I’m sad but I won’t show weakness with my tears. I’m suicidal, but I can’t bring myself to kill myself.
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