Spooky, strange, but probably an accurate portrayal of schizophrenia feels like on the inside.>>> I can relate to these. It's impossible for others to truly understand with out getting lost in the darkness as well.
When you feel bad your mind continues to focus on all the parts of your life that seem to not be working. Then you feel even worse. This all continues until you wake up to the fact that your self-image is just a mental idea. It is just a concept