There's a thing we need to know about God. He is not a now-and-later kind of God (well, he's the only God), he will finish what he has started. It doesn't matter how long he takes. If he starts something, he will finish it.
Jesus died for you, knowing you might never love Him back. Admit to God you are a sinner. Believe that Jesus is God's Son. Confess your faith in Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord. Read/study your Bible. Live every day for Jesus Christ. God sent His Son
God loves you SO much more than that. This is Such an incredible blessing to have a forgiving, gracious, powerful Father who loves us more than words can comprehend and more than the mind can . God is SO good.praise Him and his holy name!