It's all about Motivation
Give up your yourself! Let go of yourself! Release your grip on the things you think YOU can control! Give it ALL... EVERYTHING to God. Not your concept of god, but the true triune God of the bible. Yahweh! He IS good. HE IS LOVE. You WILL be COMPLETE in HIM alone. He is gracious to those who call upon His name. Surrender everything!!! His blessings are waiting for you.