Pamela Newman
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but when it's time to walk away, no matter how much your heart hurts- living happy is more important. Go.

There's always gonna be that one person in your life that you can't walk away from even if you know you have to. everyone tries to tell me buuut.i can't

It's better to be alone sometimes... Lately depression has really bit me in the ass.... All i do all day is listen to music while crying alone in my room... ever sense my best friend moved away so much depression has come and im supirsed im still here... js

I am alone at last. I am so blessed to not have the person who hurt me around anymore. I am so blessed it is over, he is gone and I am safe in my aloneness. I love being alone!

My mother still hasn't called for my doctor's appointment. I feel sick.  and sad. And bloated. My ribs and stomach hurt like crap and my anxiety is through the roof. I need a diagnoses so I can figure out if I'm bipolar or idek what's going on at this point.

I hide my tears so people won't pity me. I talk so people won't ask why I'm quiet. I'm not happy, and I can never be in this world, but I pretend like I am so people won't try and make me happy.

Today is such a day for me.The battle that I have been waging with the demons that my abusers planted in me, and let flower for so long, is wearing me down. Here I am, the one who wants to serve as the  beacon of hope amidst the hell hole we know as child sexual abuse, faltering. Finding it hard to take another breath without searing pain in my chest. This road to healing is so hard and so long. Please know that faltering is part of the package. And I do, only what I can and that is to go…

and she finally gave up, and dropped the fake smile as a tear ran down her cheek and she whispered I can't do this anymore by myself. God I need You. I cannot do this anymore. I'm tired. I'm ready to go home.

There are things in life we don't want to happen, but have to accept; things we don't want to know, but have to learn, and people we can't live without, but have to let go.

There are things in life we don't want to happen, but have to accept; things we don't want to know, but have to learn, and people we can't live without, but have to let go. So true!

"one of the most courageous decisions you'll ever make is to finally let go of what is hurting your heart and soul." -brigitte nicole

"one of the most courageous decisions you'll ever make is to finally let go of what is hurting your heart and soul." -brigitte nicole so true.

This is amazing. One of the truest things I've ever read. I really needed to read this.

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Theme for life. I have spent a lot of time kicking myself for hurt I caused but at some point letting go is all the power we have so I let go of those who said they love no matter what, they don't and I can't own that so this Monday I say good-bye! I will love forever from a distance.

This is so true. Letting go feels amazing. Some people will never change, just let go and focus on your life. Focus on those who do love you.