Relax, breathe, and think. Don't let your emotions cloud your judgment. Focus on yourself. What do you want? Remember there's no time frame and no need to please everyone else or rush into something. You are overcoming your own personal demons and slaying your goals. Enjoy the process of the woman, you're becoming. Remember the only validation that matters is your own. Head high and slay.
Narcissist's are pathological liars. They will lie all the time to get what they want and to hide their evil deeds, so no one will catch them on the act. Oh yes lie lie lie and then blame me for not trusting you.