I'm sorry for everything. I feel deeply bad. I never wanted to hurt you. I hope that you can forgive me and still continue being friends. I hope that we can still exchange letters and stuff. I'll be at peace with myself and the world around me.
A Betrayal - I cannot undo what I have done; I can't un-sing a song that's sung. And the saddest thing about my regret – I can't forgive me and you can't forget.” To Sheila, may she forgive me for what I have done.
I took myself home cos more I drank the more sad I got an I don't wanna be a dickhead I love her and I shouldn't and I don't know how to make it stop or go away its fucking killing me it's fucking me up and I don't know how to turn it off
Our future was going to be amazing, God put us together, and I had to totally destroy it. I would suffer ANYTHING to be able to go back and not hurt you, to not betray your love and trust. I pray one day before you die you can forgive me.
Thank you for loving me both times, when things are good and also when things are bad. Thank you for taking in every aspect and part of me, accepting my flaws, forgiving my mistakes, helping me become the best version of me possible.