You dont care. You say you do but you show you dont... why build this life with me to emotionally check out? Am I that repulsive?

You dont care. You say you do but you show you dont... why build this life with me to emotionally check out? Am I that repulsive?

But it doesn't matter, even if it's gotten to a point where we can't take it anymore, because giving up is never okay. Sometimes i feel like people just don't allow you to break down or let the pain out, it's like it's not socially acceptable so no, we're not allowed. Idk, i just feel like despite being at the point where its all too much, even then, people don't care enough to understand. Idk

But it doesn't matter, even if it's gotten to a point where we can't take it anymore, because giving up is never okay. Sometimes i feel like people just don't allow you to break down or let the pain out, it's like it's not socially acceptable so no, we're not allowed. Idk, i just feel like despite being at the point where its all too much, even then, people don't care enough to understand. Idk

I'm sick to my stomach.....I feel like I'm gonna give up.....I just want to live life without worries. I'm tired but my son needs me no matter what anyone thinks.

I'm sick to my stomach.....I feel like I'm gonna give up.....I just want to live life without worries. I'm tired but my son needs me no matter what anyone thinks.

It breaks my heart knowing that I'm giving up on the hope I always had. But it tears me up, hoping for you to come rescue me.

It breaks my heart knowing that I'm giving up on the hope I always had. But it tears me up, hoping for you to come rescue me.

I tried to reach out, to offer friendship, which I don't do, as I've been burned so often. People just don't want to know, and it fucking hurts, so I just give up.

I tried to reach out, to offer friendship, which I don't do, as I've been burned so often. People just don't want to know, and it fucking hurts, so I just give up.

Today is such a day for me.The battle that I have been waging with the demons that my abusers planted in me, and let flower for so long, is wearing me down. Here I am, the one who wants to serve as the  beacon of hope amidst the hell hole we know as child sexual abuse, faltering. Finding it hard to take another breath without searing pain in my chest. This road to healing is so hard and so long. Please know that faltering is part of the package. And I do, only what I can and that is to go…

Today is such a day for me.The battle that I have been waging with the demons that my abusers planted in me, and let flower for so long, is wearing me down. Here I am, the one who wants to serve as the beacon of hope amidst the hell hole we know as child sexual abuse, faltering. Finding it hard to take another breath without searing pain in my chest. This road to healing is so hard and so long. Please know that faltering is part of the package. And I do, only what I can and that is to go…

Yes, I do. I am working so hard to be me again but it's really hard  I won't give up though.

Yes, I do. I am working so hard to be me again but it's really hard I won't give up though.

What soul though? I have no soul left only a jet black heart that feels like it's starting to give up because even my heart knows I shouldn't be breathing anymore

What soul though? I have no soul left only a jet black heart that feels like it's starting to give up because even my heart knows I shouldn't be breathing anymore

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