UGH I hate it when I get close to a guy friend and start liking him. :/ This has happened four times. Why can't I just have a normal life and not care what guys think and just be weird and fun and random? Crushes have ruined my life.
My best friend is a guy. We say we love each other, we text everyday, we care about each other, and we talk about weird things. And i love him with all my heart! I just happen to call him boyfriend as well ;