It honestly feels like it. My thoughts are going crazy, anger, hate, heart ache. Im going to rip my hair out soon, Why in the heck is my mind doing this? Something subconscious is going on and I cannot tell what it is.
You're not actually crazy, you're just very passionate. You want things to work out, you're loyal and care deeply about the people you care about. Passion is your superpower. Never turn down your powers.
Pay Close Attention To her!When she's "asking questions" she is trying to gain clarity. When she's quite and letting things "slide" she is giving up. And when she's not doing any of the above just know you lost a good woman.