I'm literally so tired of being nice to people and going out of my way to make sure they're okay and happy just to get treated like shit. fuck everyone who ive been there for and havent been there for me.
And it hurts that I can't be what everyone else wants or what anyone needs. And it hurts that I can't be what I want or what I need. Because I'm not enough and won't be enough. And I'll never be close to enough and I'm just so damn tired