“I’m a big mess, and that’s the last thing you need right now, but this mess loves you endlessly.” and you were willing and able to handle this mess and marry her and for that I will love you endlessly!
It's all in the way you want to be remembered. Be the girl with a smile on her face. Be the girl who stands up to her fears. Be the girl who takes chances and risks everything all because of love. Be THAT girl.
But I'm starting to question everything. What if my mind is just tricking me? What if my mind is just making everything up, am I just pretending to be like this, am I really just a normal happy girl? What if everything has just been a huge lie?
Everything I say comes out all wrong and I'm not trying to sound like this, I just don't know how I'm supposed to communicate and I'm sorry and I hate myself and I try to change, I really do, but I just keep messing up