I guess I curse a lot more in my head now because it's so frustrating feeling all these things just because I saw you the other day it's absolute tortue because I don't know what I'm feeling all I know is that I miss you but you were never mine to begin with so why am i missing you?
Mom misses you both....King, I never got to hold you, I felt your presence within me...however you were gone in minutes... Michael , I spent moments with you that I will cherish every day that I breathe baby, you were my strength through times I never tho
i do miss you. i miss the us that was .. the us when we first met .. i used to say, "i don't mind letting you wrap me around your little finger because i know you won't hurt me". i still don't think you hurt me intentionally. i just think you decided you didn't love me any more - why? you never told me. i don't know if i stifled you.. again, you never told me - that bit was unfair. but at the core, i love you.
I don't want to hurt forever... you never looked back but I'm stuck here emotionally I can't even fathom being with someone else...you got a ring on your finger in 6 months ..im hurt, sad, angry, jealous and i feel stupid for being upset..