I was hurt by my "friends" to the point of no longer trusting people. Everyone thought it was just shyness but that wasn't the only thing (it was part of it though) now a few people have managed to start tearing down my walls
It was enough for me in my life. Today, things are much different because I did it God's way, not my own. Thankful I pray for those whose hearts are longing for His comfort, and His love that will never leave!
And it hurts that I can't be what everyone else wants or what anyone needs. And it hurts that I can't be what I want or what I need. Because I'm not enough and won't be enough. And I'll never be close to enough and I'm just so damn tired