I always joke about the fact that I'm never going to get remarried. Truth is, I am so afraid that I'm never going to find someone who loves me enough to make that commitment. the first marriage was a mistake.
Yes, You get what You deserve for believing in his lies. He never and will never love You but he used You and that was wrong. For this, I am sorry. Why, because I also know what it feels like to be lied to and used.
He doesn't give a fuck if you walk away. Matter fact that is the best thing you can do. Stop chasing married man and wasting your time. It is obvious he will never run after you cause he runs after his wife and is with her he wants to be. Time has proven