NEVER BE QUIET! do think over your words, but don't, for one second, believe you shouldn't let your doubts be heard. Accept the truth, but question the reasoning behind it. Always voice your concern and never be quiet.
I was re-reading my recent pins and I don't want you to think I was saying good-bye or giving up. I WOULD NEVER DO THAT! I LOVE YOU. I did what you asked, for all intents and purposes I'm "married". I'm as committed as I can possibly be. I was just saying that maybe I shouldn't be sharing EVERY thought I have with you because I get myself too wound up and emotional, and there is nothing you can do to comfort me, and then I feel badly...that's all. I fucking hate this! S.
I always joke about the fact that I'm never going to get remarried. Truth is, I am so afraid that I'm never going to find someone who loves me enough to make that commitment. the first marriage was a mistake. Maybe loving me is too hard