Just remember that the people you call your "friends" are the people you hated and talked shit on a few months back. Just know that you lost true friends who had your back and gained friends who talk shit on you when you're not there.
It kills me that we are not friends anymore. You moved away, stopped calling me, stopped texting me, made a new best friend. It kills me everyday that you are hurting yourself and I can't do anything about it.