I was told once that two good people will never hurt each other. Ok actually i was the one scared of a relationship that's when I was told this. Then it happened, I started loving him more and more as time went by and still do.
I'm just so scared to touch happiness only to have it taken away again. Maybe that's why I push everyone away and maybe that's why I'm so guarded. But I don't think I can even touch it without love. I don't know how to love, not at all