My eyes are my own mood ring when I'm happy there a bright sparkly blue and when I'm broken like an abused horse there a light grey. I've happened to notice that whenever I speak to him there always a light sparky blue that I love o so much
And that was clue number one. What's worse is that I knew it then at the beginnjng when he didn't but like an idiot I made excuses for him - as I always did. Never believe their words unless their actions back it up 100% - otherwise They're lying, even if there's the off chance that they don't realize it - it's still a lie.