"I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way (s)he handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights." - Maya Angelou (I think I would have passed this test!
TRAIN your mind to see the good in every situation. It won't come naturally, you WILL have to work at it, but eventually it will become second nature and you will have joy in your life even when things aren't going your way.
but you've always been good enough you've just been giving the best parts of you to the wrong people.
I Deserve Peace. Peace from chaos. I was always there for people in my life. When I mean there. calling, talking in person, visiting. I was too much there for them. Almost self sacrificing for others I cared for.