It’s so stupid. Yesterday I was still thinking that I could forget you. That I could go on. And then I see you again. And all goes shitty... What can’t you just disappear all at once??? I wish I could forget you, you know. It seems so easy when you’re not around. But every time I see you I remember I just can’t. That I just love you too much. And it kills me ‘cause now I even realise that you’re an asshole. And I can’t stand being in love with a such jerk like you are.