Even when no one else understands my loss, you live in my heart and the loss of you is crippling. I will forever cradle you in my heart, even if you are just a memory of what should have been for a lifetime .
I try to be strong. Sometimes though I cant handle it. Sometimes I have to remember that Im just a man. A man with feelings . I need to cry , i need to allow sadness . Then I wipe tears away and get back up, and keep going strong.