I am not me anymore. That is the simple and plain truth. I am no longer that Dutch student who lived a boring life in the south of Holland. I am an Element of Nature, result of a botched experiment. I am a reanimated corpse.
I was better.or so I thought. Maybe I was never better, but maybe it was this one person who made me think I was better. Its become evident now that shes gone, that ill never be better. I wont be her better, and I CANT be my own better.
I'm Not Perfect I'll Annoy You Piss You Off Say Stupid Things Then Take It All Back But Put That All Aside And You'll Never Find A Person Who Cares Or Loves You More Than Me. And no matter how much you do as well. I will always love you