God desires to use you. God transforms your human weakness into His amazing grace and power when you decide to serve Him. 2 Cor "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.
Don't underestimate perennials in making your gardening life easier. Perennials will continue to come back every year and will only require minimal maintenance such as weeding and fertilizing. You'll save time by not having to plant and care for seedlings