I'm losing myself to the desperation, I don't think I'm going to make it through this. My tears are washing away what's left of my humanity. I'm growing more depressed everyday, and the thought of you wanting me in jail makes hurt so much more. I'm sorry for all I did that hurt you, I only wish that you understood, I love you forever just as I said I would. I hope you are happy, you deserve nothing less, whoever you end up surely will be blessed. I'm sorry I didn't know...