Dear mom and dad, I'm sorry for failing you. I'm sorry for not being your dream daughter, I know you did your nest and I know how much it hurt when you found out what I'm doing to myself. I'm sorry for letting you down.
Please don't ask if I'm okay. I might do something stupid like open up to you and I'm really tired of getting close to people and watching them leave me like I'm nothing. I always lose the people I'm close to
I am my worst enemy. I learned long ago that if I attacked myself then it did not hurt as bad when others attacked me. It was about survival. Now, the hardest thing I am learning is how to love myself.