This this this, I know it's not the best way to handle things but when I get overwhelmed I shut down.

This is me in a crowd. Restaurants, stores, potlucks where there are too many people and not enough air. Just got to escape!

Photo (life is simple when you live simply)

"I keep hearing all these stupid things that I said with my stupid mouth." - Joanie by Silversage

It hits me sometimes. I fucking miss our conversations. I look up into the sky and can't help but wonder if you ever miss me too. It's harder to trust, I don't even trust myself. I feel so disconnected from passion.