Gossiping and spreading rumors is a way of life for a narcissist. They gossip about EVERYONE behind their back. Narcissists make people feel "special" when they're feeding them malicious gossip. Don't be fooled! You're NOT special.
This is so true it hurts. I try so hard to hide all of my emotions and be happy all the time when my heart is breaking and slowly killing me. I try to be strong for everyone that I love even if I am crying myself to sleep.