Sometimes the "I would love to: see that person, do that course, get that body I really want, spend time by the ocean or out in nature, travel to that picture postcard place etc" . Becomes a distant memory. How sad is that? How sad it is to substitute
Love isn't complicated but people complicate it anyway. It is so hard to find true love these days. It is hard to find people who are capable of being honest. It's easy though to find people who like to play games and hide their true feelings.
Some things I can't bring myself to let go, but 3 years and I've been fighting for them all along.with sometimes only an imaginary fight. Now I realize I was never meant to have those dreams. Ive walked out of the darkness a person who doesn't dream.