I am not me anymore. That is the simple and plain truth. I am no longer that Dutch student who lived a boring life in the south of Holland. I am an Element of Nature, result of a botched experiment. I am a reanimated corpse.
This is something I have to battle everyday. Sometimes, it makes me utterly depressed and fatigued, or other times I feel it building onto the next attack. I've been wanting to talk to someone for so long, but it's too expensive. Mental health care is so