Holden is terrified by the unpredictable challenges of the world. He hates conflict, he is confused by Allie’s senseless death, and he fears interaction with other people. He never wants his life to change.
I like when my fingers were entangled in yours, and my head was on your chest listening to your heartbeat. It made me feel safe, like at that moment, nothing bad could touch me, I wish I could stay in your arms forever.