<3 Even when I'm quiet my husband normally knows the things I'm thinking about, even the most random thoughts. It's like he sees my eyes go towards something as simple as a speck of dirt on the ground and he knows what I'm thinking about it. I often realize we've not said a word in an hour, yet it feels like we've talked the whole time.
None of this pain or confusion was intentional I know in my heart. My initial reaction is to make someone feel just as bad when I have been hurt and that's not fair clearly in this situation. But know I could never hurt you no matter how much I cry. At this point seeing and knowing you are happy is all that matters to me because you are an amazing person and deserve it........ I will always be here for you with an open, patient heart.