@szeleszcz- here's your name in 8x my normal speed! ☺️ Though you may not like your name, I think it's unique and beautiful! I also went through a phase where I wish my parents named me differently, but I'm embracing it now. Hope this helps you to see how I connect "r-z". Also, with flourishing, don't be afraid to expand and lengthen those strokes. I personally feel it helps open up the word and not feel so cramped.