I am not me anymore. That is the simple and plain truth. I am no longer that Dutch student who lived a boring life in the south of Holland. I am an Element of Nature, result of a botched experiment. I am a reanimated corpse.
It's amazing how someone's (as in mine) can look normal, yet I have all the symptoms of a disease. I have multiple forms of arthritis. All of which, are moderate to severe. Primary is Forestier's Disease (aka, DISH), diagnosed. Test come up negative or in
Unfortunately bed time is when I seem to be most awake. And yeah, Ive tried all the insomnia suggestions. I dunno, its like everything is finally loosening up right when I need to sleep, and I have to start all over again in the morning.