My blessing and my curse. I just didn't have the tools or information. I just would not have considered it, not until things kept getting worse after son was born. I expressed to therapist I felt he was narcissist.
This is quite true. In I there's a point in time where we have to chose ace potable I. Society or yourself. That there's a point and time where your mind pulls two different direction. Where you try to decide to let yourself go, or keep it all inside.