this is the most destructive sin in my life right now- and it's the root of almost all my problems, honestly. Without honesty, all you have is the picture of who you think you are, and the one you want others to see, a cloudy mirror of false self.
Where you are today is no accident. God is using the situation you are in right now to shape you & prepare you for the place he wants to bring you into tomorrow. Trust him with his plan even if you don't understand it.
Need to remember this-God didn't give you the strength to get back on your feet only for you to run back to the very thing that knocked you down. It's not a good idea to pick up something God helped you put away. So true.