(i know i put a lot of suicide ideation on this board - it is not because i am suicidal. but the sentiment resonates with me nonetheless. and it's part of the spectrum of mental illness on which i reside.) <<< somehow this is really accurate
Sometimes, i feel alone. And sometimes even my friends make me feel alone. I am happy most of the time, but some days just no. I hate being made fun of, and feeling worthless. since grade i never felt this depressed. My best guy friend is the only one
I've always thought these sought of deaths (deaths in general and sad sappy stories) were all quite pathetic, but I have no idea what this has done to me. I have never seen anything so traumatising,so deceitful and twisted.