I'm so very thankful that I too, like Tim Tebow, I do know Who holds my future. He also holds my hand and He also is Lord over every molecule in the universe! There is no safer place to be than in the loving hands of my Lord and my God, Jesus Christ
I'm not "angry all the time" nor do I tell you not to speak to me, in fact I HATE not being able to talk to you, and I don't constantly tell you "it's over". Quite the opposite, I'm terrified of not being able to see you again.