Don't act like you watch baseball for any other reason than to inspect the butts. Who cares about the actual sport? Throw on this shirt so everyone knows you are an official on baseball butts. This is serious business, after all.
You are where you need to be right now. It may not seem like it, but where you are is where you are meant to be. Things will be falling into place around you, because you are right where you need to be.
"Life is miraculous, even when it's disastrous, it's still incredible. I'm fascinated with everything, life is fascinating. I'm fascinated with trees and dogs, but no one wants to hear me talk about it." --Chris Martin of Coldplay.