My favorite poem. "Two roads diverged in a yellow wood and sorry i could not travel both and be one traveler, long i stood and looked down one as far as i could to where it bent in the undergrowth". "The Road Not Taken" by Robert Frost.
God is there for you. Sometimes you think he's not, but you have to know he is. Things change and there are times where you don't want that to happen but have faith and trust that God will help you out.