Believe it or not, you are in control of your own life. You are the reason why you're sad and you're the reason why you're happy. So don't wait for happiness. Go out and find it. And don't let anyone else tell you otherwise.
If you don’t fit in, then you’re probably doing the right thing. I guess I am doing the right thing because I don't really fit in in terms of hobbies because most girls don't love hinting fishing snowmobiling and trucks!