I hope that some day you see the damage you've done to the people around you but considering you are a narcissistic sociopath, it won't be any time soon. your children will suffer a life time because of your selfish decisions.
A mother is supposed to protect their child(ren) from hurt and damage! Not unload all of it onto their child(ren) so they can manipulate their child(ren) to turn them against the other parent. It's abuse.
Well maybe you hurt them so much and didnt even pay attention to what you were doing. Things change people change so when my feelings for you change its not fucked up. I just realized i couldn't go on being hurt no matter how hard i tried for u.