Diving shipwrecks is a great adventure. Ive done 9 dives in Coron Bay, Philippines, cruising through mostly WWII ships. This picture depicts the long cargo ship Giannis D, one of the biggest wrecks to be found in the Red Sea.
You are author of your life. So please don't let anyone including yourself make you think otherwise. If you feel like you don't like how your story goes,just write it differently. You have the tools, the courage,the power.