"Are you going to go find him?" Holly asked one day to Jaijae. She shook her head. "We looked everywhere for him, Hol, I know. I know. You care about me being happy, but we'll never find Carl out there. The world's a big place, and he could be anywhere by now." She forced a smile to lighten the mood. "It's better this way. A little lonelier but better. Besides, I got you for a sister. How could I not be happy?"