And secrets lead to arguments. There is no winning. I don't trust anyone anymore anyway. People lie or they just tell you what you want to hear. My life is simple now. I need simple. Totally agree with this pinner.
I look strong, but that is only so people don't slaughter me for my weakness. I am aloof so that I won't get hurt. I am critical and angry because I don't want anyone to get too close. That would hurt me more when they leave.
I don’t want to kill myself, but I’d rather be dead, I’m tired of being alive, it’s not worth it anymore, the two people who I think might care I won’t see for 3 months and even then I’ll hardly ever see them. What’s the point anymore. Hmh
I think this is the way I'm going to live my life from now on.I don't like this pain I feel all over my body right now.What's the point? Eventually, everyone leaves anyways and all I'm left with is a shattered heart and difficult breathing.