Feeling the numb inside being so expansive that it bleeds into the shadows that you've surrounded yourself with.filling the black void around you.allowing the aching empty to spill inside and settle, blanketing your heart.
When you feel bad your mind continues to focus on all the parts of your life that seem to not be working. Then you feel even worse. This all continues until you wake up to the fact that your self-image is just a mental idea. It is just a concept